Ok, I'm sick tonight, and I'm not kidding around this time.
My head hurts, my sinuses are stuffed up, my throat is raw, my stomach is upset, and the thing is, I don't know if I'm sick because I'm sick or because I'm just nervous.
I'm nervous because I finally realized that MB's well being depends on me, and only me, and that's a lot of responsibility, and I have avoided responsibility all my life, and I don't know if I am up to it, ok, I can do it, and I will do it, be responsible, and I think the real cause of my nervousness is because no matter what I do it won't be enough, but still ...
I'm going to go lay down now.
Be back later, I'm sure.
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